Finally changed my theme. (:

I am so pissed off. None of my friends make even the slightest effort to include me in anything! Keri invites Emma and Lindsay to the mall and movies and doesn't even try to invite me because she automatically assumes I don't have a ride. What if one of these times I do? Then I tell her about it and she's all "it's like...nvm" and now I am paranoid that all of my "friends" don't like hanging out with me! I want the fricken truth! I don't want my summer to be like boring because no one wants to be with me! Apparently no one gets this and doesn't even care! I know Keri doesn't! I guess I will have a fucking boring summer! I all in tears right now, I just want to be with friends but I guess I can't because they don't even want to hang out with me. I mean yeah, I usually don't have a ride because my parents work, but sometimes I do. It's not my fault we need money and my parents work during the day to get it for us...and now Keri is just blowing it off like "yeah, I don't care I will hang out with my friends who have a way to get here." It's like yeah, you could at least call me and invite me so at least I know I matter at least somewhat in your life! Thanks for making me feel like shit. All of my friends that CARE, please talk to me I need someone right now.